Wednesday, December 28, 2011

The Fight.

The fight drained out of me and onto the screen.
It was dripping wet and smelled funny, but was furious.

The fight wasn't done yet, but I was.
I tried to ignore it, and it got louder.
I tried to cajole it and it saw through me and pushed harder.
I tried to accept it, but the longer the fight was around, the sadder I got.

So I decided to kill the fight, the only way I could. I put it in the screen. On the webs. Outside of me, but still a part of who I am because the world might see it.

I feel tired and empty. Lonely even.

Is it the seasons? Is it the times? Is it the people?
Or is it just the fight?