Not useless, but close.

Today has been a bit of a struggle to get here and do anything. The big report was done... then... FB ate my brain.
I was late because I was at home being productive with dishes, laundry and little things no one notices but me. And feeding myself, let's not forget feeding myself. And more than half asmall chocchip banana bread. Takes time to make pancakes!

I am taking tomorrow off, but because of miss communications I now have to go in to my financial institution to correct some things...
I want to see my friends but know I don't have anything to offer. I know they love me, I still feel inadequate.
I have to go talk to my therapist about... things... shopping with hubby... recommends timing out... etc...etc...etc... ala "The King and I"
Poor people share and gift food. I really don't need all the fat, sugar and such... but love it all the same!
Study. Learn something. Watch something uplifting... Nope. Blogging. B*^ching.
Try to share the positive but it's like... no one sees what goes on inside. How do we enjoy the ride?

Well that was more trouble than I thought it would be. Hope it is worth it. Peace, out.

At least I know my email is working. Got the Twitter update I don't need... no notice on checks. Grr Argh.

Twitch twitch twitch...

Everything will work out fine.
I have all that I need.
*twitch.
I don't want to run away.
*twitch.
I want to stay here and be an adult.
*TWITCH.

Wishing and Choose the LIGHT

I wish he wanted to visit the temple... as much as he does GameStop.

I wish I could remember...and I'm glad I don't.

I wish I could do everything for her, because she did for me.

I wish I could take this from her, give her back her strength.

I wish all kids were as awesome as the ones I get to know.

I wish no child ever had to grow up with the traumas we have.

I wish wishing worked.

...

Faith always works. Charity Never Faileth. Choose the LIGHT.