Monday, July 29, 2019

I just want to sleep

I just want to sleep
Next to you

I just want to be held
Where the warmth is your touch

Wanting the cold to be our chilled skin
Needing you to drive away the shadows

However...I am solitary in my darkness
Hands reach out, not knowing how to calm
Unwittingly scaring already torn pieces

And the idea of you haunts me.

Not you, needing someone, not you
You hurt too much. Your light blinds and burns

Eternities settle into hearts long estranged

I am intimately acquainted with freezing to death on fire
And full emptinesses

And longing for a touch that heals
That chases all other thoughts away
Brings peace

And rest

I just want to sleep

No comments:

Post a Comment

Keep it clean and respectful!